Why am I posting another journal so soon? Because of my intense paranoia. XD I'm worried that I insulted some people with my last one, so I don't want it on my main page anymore.

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What? I hate thinking that I might've upset somebody. Really, it wasn't meant to offend anyone. It was simply my opinion. And if it sounded angry, it really wasn't. Admittedly I was frustrated, but not angry. Call me a coward if you want, but I don't like that I might've accidently offended someone. Some of you know me well enough to understand that I meant no offense, and some of you don't. So new journal comes.

But seriously, damn, I'm self-concious as hell, ya'll. I am. If someone says ANYTHING about not liking my Jonathan, I become way obsessive and comb over his character. =/ Call it silly, but I take my roleplaying very seriously. And especially now, since I've seen people roleplay him that are like... Way better. Before it was just me. And I'm intensely paranoid about it. If I see someone complaining about Cillian!Scarecrow, I automatically want to start stammering apologies. If someone says they prefer double-personality!Scarecrow, I feel guilty and want to explain my reasoning. Because yes, it's my interpretation of the character, but if other people aren't ENJOYING my interpretation, then what the hell is the point? D:

...That being said, don't hesitate to tell me if you seriously think I'm doing something wrong, either. XD I'm a weird person. Oh well. I can't even try to explain my reasoning. x)

...Damn. More silly rambles.

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OH!
Haha. Funny moment yesterday. /attempt at topic chang

We were in JROTC, and we were talking about candles, right?
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No, wait.
I'm not sure I want to tell that story either.
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There are people on here who know me in real life, and if I EXPLAIN that... Oh heck no.
*flees*
-Todd